What is perfect? What is coincidence? A coincidence is a must. When looking retrospectively, what has happened is what was supposed to happen. I think after these few months, I have somehow managed to build a wall completely of blue bricks (well maybe some other colours here and there, but largely blue). It feels perfect. The coincidence of such a chance overwhelms me.
But to get such a wall, one thing must happen before and that matters to what happens after. I must roll a 1 on the dice to get the first blue brick, then another 1 to get another blue brick and so on until I build a whole wall of blue. What is this probability? I think it doesn't matter. When looking retrospectively, it should be about the possibility and realising it.
It's kind of vague what I am trying to say but I am extremely surprised by what happened this year. If it wasn't for A, it would not have allowed for B to occur, then C then D and so on. Without the accumulation of each 'what if' step, this year would not have been like this. I would be a very different person. Life would be of a very different feeling.
It feels too perfect to have been designed by 'someone' - it feels like the coincidence of chance.
By the way I've been playing a lot of monopoly. It's way too fun because I keep winning.
Make it a reality - GIRL NEXT DOOR