Zoom

There's always so much going on. Leaves rustling, sun light flickering through the trees. Gas molecules moving freely and erratically. Sometimes we can see what's going on, other times we can't so we just deduce that it's still happening. No matter how much the Earth spins around the sun, and on it's own, it seems to go a lot faster and everything seems to be happening more when you take a moment and think about it. I can just imagine the whole solar system moving quickly around the Sun, zooming down to bacteria multiplying, and  even subatomic particles.

We can easily zoom into an aspect of our lives. Let's just take this second. That exact second that just passed. By it's face value, nothing really occurred. But inside you, all the enzymes and cells are working together. Maybe there are other things working too. Maybe your mind is subconsciously processing something you'll eventually learn. If you stop, the world doesn't. If you stop, you don't really stop unless you stop your mind.

Way beyond there

Instadigest | 2012 Summer

Summer ended a short half a month ago. Time really goes quickly once University starts. I spent about 1/3 of my summer overseas and it was winter there.
Some of my favourite Instaimages this time around.

Good times :D lol now back to reading 82421 cases.

Even superheroes

Are there people you idolise? People who really inspire you? I get this strong feeling when I just meet someone, or when I don't know someone well but not too well. Everything about them is inspiring to me - what they've done in life, what they are doing. I have to admit that I actually look up to a lot of my peers.. kind of secretly of course haha. But sometimes when you get to know them better, you learn things about them, you learn about their flaws. Getting close to someone is about vulnerability. Once I see that they do have flaws, it isn't that I respect them less, but that I begin to relate to them more - I begin to think to myself, hey, I'm flawed too, and even though I'm not a superhero yet, I can probably work hard at all the superhero things that you seem to be able to pull off.

You can’t get anything precious,
Unless you offer something equally precious.

To Kill

Apparently, if you want to kill someone, you should kill them with kindness. I used to think that it would work but then some people are just too thick to emote. The level of apathy also runs high these days. Anyway, since I was disheartened from that technique, I thought that it was irrational, it's like cutting beef with a blunt knife. You're really not going to get anywhere with it.

However, recently, I've discovered that if you keep cutting it, like almost sawing it, you can torture them better. I guess killing someone with kindness takes a lot of skill, patience and coffee. Yeah lots of coffee. Or maybe that's just because I'm exhausted from work, rest and play (no copyright infringement intended to Mars). But I like it. I like the thrill, the anxiety about finishing my readings off, the essence of living.

Oh, please don't actually dismember someone :) thanks.

You will become a hero one day, surely.

Just push me down, push me down, push me down

So I really wanted to do my best coming back to the blog but I just can't seem to be able to do it. It's not really that I have nothing to post but I think for my life, it's not great for writing.. at least just yet. Maybe I'll write a book about it later ;) haha anyway, Hub said that he would come back to his blog last month or even the month before, I can't remember, but his laziness also didn't allow him to either. I hate it how that the first step you have to take towards an action is the physical step but the first step backwards is just the thought of it.

Uni this semester will be tiring. Everything is difficult and Admin law readings are torturing me like S&M. How the ef am I supposed to read 99 pages every single lesson? I think the content is interest though and the textbook is easy to read but fml I just want to stab a cardboard box. Either way, I've only got 2 days of uni and 2 (half) days of work but I get home tired enough to just play Jurassic Park on my iPad (haha..). I'll do my best, especially for the 9-6pm Thursdays with no break. I'll do my best, I'll be excellent. Actually I have to complain about all my subjects - damn Business Forecasting.

On another note, I'm gonna work hard play hard. I'm still exercising and staying healthy so I don't need to go on the Biggest Loser, not as a contestant anyway. I'm also going to work hard at uni and play hard doing extracurricular and fun activities. Yes fun - kinda lost that and forgot about that for 2 years. Time to be the best.

Cry for the ones you love