I don't feel much older - but I plan to. What I mean is, dreading the age of 20 has been on my mind for the whole year now so I've felt 20 the whole time - I'm quite accustomed to it (except now I have to go change my age in my bio on Instagram/ Blogspot etc. Ha!). And what I mean by I plan to is that I'm always in the process of bettering myself but even so, I will definitely step it up this year.
Anyway, I don't really blog about these celebrations because I want to keep them between those who I have shared it with. However, I really enjoy meeting up with people individually or talking to them individually on my birthday, rather than just have a mass of people all around. I like it more personal - maybe because in the back of my mind I'm thinking you're here for ME - so your attention should be all on me (typical Leo behaviour).
But I did run a charity event for my birthday and we raised some money for Africa - I'll go donate it probably next week or early September when my university mid-semester break begins so I have more free time. PLEASE don't think I'm stealing it LOL - just a matter of time until it gets to Africa. I guess I did this because I feel like I'm 20 and damn, I haven't done anything useful with my life. I haven't done something I really want to do - ohwaitimabouttosoonenough,ithink. I just want to achieve something and be proud of myself.
I didn't really take pictures of anything - I usually don't for my birthdays because I like to keep it in that moment - be only reminded of by memories and so, they must be good enough to remind me. That makes it more precious. A few people bought me cake :D The big cake however, died as the passion-fruit pulp went everywhere and the writing on the cake was thus, a mess.
|Cake from lionsis|
On another note: Woot! Anita (friend for 11 years - gees we're old) is taking me out to froyo tonight :D
Anyway, age is but a number... a very very saddening number unfortunately. Ha!